Emily Ratajkowski has claimed that she ‘hates’ herself for what happened when she was 14 when she had s*x with a 16-year-old “Owen” when she was too drunk to resist.
In her new book, ‘My Body’ Emily wrote: “I wish someone had explained to me that I owed him nothing. Why did my 15-year-old self not scream at the top of her lungs? Who had taught me not to scream? I hated myself…I didn’t tell anyone what had happened that weekend with Owen. This is what you do. This is the beginning of how you forget.”
In the Sunday Times Magazine, she was quoted saying: “That was non-consensual sex. I was so young. I hadn’t even had s*x before. So many young women I know, their first early sexual experiences border on non-consensual.”
The 30-year-old actress, who is married to Sebastian Bear-McClard and has a seven-month-old son named Sylvester, recalls being sent home from a school dance when she was 13 because her outfit was deemed “too ” and being warned by family members, including her father, to be careful with her body and the clothes she wore.
Emily said: “It was complicated for me. In many ways having my midriff show at school felt like defiance. Like nobody was going to tell me how to dress. That is definitely what my mom felt. ‘My daughter shouldn’t be ashamed of her body, it should be celebrated and maybe she should even try to work on it and see what she can get out of life by exploring that opportunity.”